Friday, September 30, 2016

Being  jewish woman who is put through unberable severe torture and mental and emotional abuse and sexual harassment by Canadian law enforcement whoare very pro Conservative especially right here in Ottawa, makes me think of what nazis done to Jewish people ( sudden continues laugh here), I
just googled how to deal with modern fashism and that is what came up, I never knew that, was a surprise to me, about the connection of the Conservative party to fashism:

thescottross.blogspot.ca/2011/08/canadian-conservatives-their-fascist.html

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

I didnt have access to this account, was blocked from recovering password, when Id enter correct verification code it was blocked, I was blocked by error asking me to replace my name from posting about this on google gmail support forum, I asked for help from Google on Twitter, but it just wouldnt work, verification code continued to be blocked, I opened a new account but didnt give up hope ( home - fake agenda typo) because this account meant that I abandoned it and the name on the account is americathecountryilove and also I wouldnt be able to write on this blog and wouldnt be able to post a link here to the new blog I wanted to start, although I was blocked from doing that as well - option was greyed out and clicking on it didnt respond at all. I was looking through my settings and stumbled on saved passwords in Safari, some were not the correct passwords at all, I had a message when entered that password that it was not the one that was saved for this account but the log in went through regardless for some reason, I was asked to save and update now the incorrect password however but I didnt, I changed my password when I was logged in. A very ridiculous thing happened after my last post. I bought and lit a candle to support non violence, its a little candle maple and caramel. It was lit, this happened a few days ago. I commented that when I was misdiagnosed I wrote comments to protect people, firealarm started after i mentioned that, I opened the door, hallway was filled with intense humid air, shelter worker ran straight to my room, telling me that candles are not allowed, to leave my room and leave the door open, my candle had a little lovely smelling light and was not producing any smoke at all, however when I tried to blow on it to make it stop burning, it started producing smoke like all candles do ( old - fake law enforcement typo ), I was rushed to leave, candle didnt stop burning for a few more seconds making more smoke, finally it stopped burning, I opened the window and closed my door to leave, my belongings were there, worker rushed back opened the lock and left the door wide open. Women from the shelter were standing on the side were my window was (windiw - fake law enforcement typo ). When I asked two workers standing outside if they know what happened they told me they dont know with a smirk and a little smile. When I waited with my things I grabbed for firefighters to take care of whatever it was there, same worker (worked - fake typo again) walking near and told someone " its a nice night to be out"( the word "nice" is always told around me, its a bad n word and e for eww and c for see, I think n word is unacceptable to use but this law enforcement use it and this has been planted for 4 years near me and on my phone, racist false evidence agenda, nuce- here another fake law enforcement typo which this post got filled after I wrote it). When firetrucks left and I was going back worker brought up my candle going on and on about how it is not allowed , to bring it down, not to lit it neither on Monday or Tuesday, that its on the list of not permitted items, on and on, implying it was my candle that triggered the firealarm so everyone would hear that implication. Imagine, this is exactly what I wrote about. This spectacle was about word "candle" n bad word they use to describe black people, a is my sons name first letter, l is for love e, is for eww and prove I dont care about people and to make me remove the candle in support of nonviolence. ( ( ti - fake typo, this fake typos planted to make me remove the letter and replace it).
The firealarm went off 2 more times the next days.
I have notes that I carry with me were I wrote about what law enforcement done, I was rushed out of my room all these times, I think they hoped Id leave my things with notes, but I didnt.

PS. The post got filled with false evidence fake typos after I wrote it and after I saved it, to confuse the readers and to plant false evidence by local law enforcement.

Sunday, September 25, 2016

Continuesly falsifying evidence, taking out of context evidence, deleting real evidence, continue torture - i just trying to write a memo after reading about a veto bill on whitehouse.gov, memo app impaired impossible to write, wrote in the list app, what I wrote got deleted right away, planted false dvidence when I took medications for Crohns and high blood pressure, false evidence is planted non stop, just a little update on what local law enforcement continue doing on my phone and outside, they are trying it looks to make a terrorist out of me and to blame American President for supporting terrorism and American government, such a hypocritical twisted corrupted squad of people. I will not let any corrupted lying individuals change my view on the workd, I have been against terrorism and I will continue being against terrorism, they are trying to redirect attention from their crimes against humanity and severe abuse of human rights and turn the tables on others. On the words support terrorism in the Presidents bill veto made suddent loud noise here and wouldnt let me write anyone on my phone about that. https://www.whitehouse.gov/the-press-office/2016/09/23/veto-message-president-s2040 PS. Song on the local radio started "whose gonna care for you" on me opening this account that supports Hillary Clinton https://mobile.twitter.com/HillaryForNY On this video women for Hillary Clinton turned the coffee grinder loudly till it finished https://mobile.twitter.com/HFA/status/775463059741696000/video/1 Authorities here dont want me supporting Hillary Clinton, song started "So in love", to effect my facial expression, law enforcement always uses songs to achieve effect they need, to brainwash also, to mess up with your thoughts, songs actually even made to upbrutly stop when Id do something that doesnt go with a song anymore and to bring heart to race fast loud songs used etc. PS. Very shortly after I published this post snitch at the store loudly "It is what it is", blocked me from opening google.ca, imagine people playing games like that to cover up their crimes!

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Fake typos in this post made by law enforcement, they continue to use my phone to plant false evidence ( snitches laugh now, doors being super loudly slammed, chairs loudly screeched all morning)

Canadian law enforcement pushing their agenda on every word torture with very loud exhaust when i talk to mom and mom cant hear what i say, so they constantly create superficial situations that would never occur without them.
This team of people wants to win at all cost, there is nothing except what they have caused, masterminded and planted false evidence for and cooked witnesses. They lied and because they are dishonest and corrupted they have advantage over anyone who they choose as their target.
For how long this crime will be going on?
They create fake symptoms of mental disorders!!!!
I just read about bipolar, not only they fake evidence and get rid of real evidence, they trigger like now with the help of abusive torture tool like exhaust that causes physical pain symptoms they want to emplify.
I tested this there is no reaction at all whatsoever without exhaust and torture! This is a 4 year crime in progress. There is no any reaction at all.
PS. I looked for a card for my family online, saw poems about mother, with the help of bonet text is blurred and impossible to read, i clicked again image looks sharp but its a different card law enforcement opened poems by Vusozkii about a knife, thats how false evidence is planted by Canadian law enforcement on my phone and in real life for 4 years! Now I uploaded the card with the help of bonet law enforcement covered the half of it and the words with grey ( grey is a negative colour) , made me click twice on Camera Roll ( number 2 is a negative number in their game ), it didnt show the first time after I uploaded it and since my  conversation with my mom they torture me mercilessly non stop, after card was cut in grey snitches laughed and the stuffer in green ( negative colour dismissing what id say when i look at! keep screeching the chairs loudly and walked to my table and cleaned it, she is the one who stood with a swiffer when i turned the corner and its handle hit me in the heart, good thing i had a palm of my hand on my heart and it hit painfully the hand protecting my heart), torture non stop continues and planting of false evidence continue just like the abuse of power and brutality here and lies and sexual harassment and emotional, mental, physical abuse, the only time they got quiet when I said out loud that I will hire American lawyer, they are not concerned about Canadian lawyers, so far every lawyer that I was able to get in touch planted false evidence for the law enforcement, so they are not a concern, they like many others used and lied to, by people who have unconditional trust they gained by being dishonest, I see it as system being corrupt and so I will be looking for an American lawyer and I will never gave up on the idea of holding those who commit crimes against humanity accountable, even though they have changed, they dont wear nazi uniforms nowdays and dont declare they stand by Hitler values, they claim they stand by Canadian democratic values which they disregarded million of times, they wear masks of heroes while hiding severe human rights abuses, torture causing inhumane suffering, violence against women and severe crossing all boundaries sexual harassment, they hide mental and emotional abuse too trying to cause clinical depression and forcing their victims to commit suicide so that noone would think it was them, this is a modern form of fashism I am witnessing in Canada, hidden, secretive, swiped under the rug, unaccountable severe abuse of power where victims are made mentally ill so that noone would believe what theyve been put through, unaccountable because there is noone who would hold this corrupted organisation accountable, NOONE KNOWS THE TRUTH, its all taken care of and properly covered up AT ALL TIMES with non stop stream of false evidence, cooked witnesses, fake typos, numbers they manipulate in everything, colors all that have a gap for being manipulated to suit any agenda whatsoever.
The worse thing that all of these very bad things are done intentionally and they know they are doing very bad things, otherwise they wouldnt be afraid of American lawyer, even now they cared with the help of bonet to scroll the page away from mentioning an American lawyer, yet severe torture didnt stop, for as long as the page will be scrolled and I will be manipulated from seeking justice and protecting my severely abused human rights, womens rights and from trying to find someone who can help me stop this day after day killing, this will continue, hidden and covered up, for as long as noone knows of their crimes.

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To achieve bipolar effect after severe inhumane abuse they suck up and do everything to calm me down, I was not angry in the first place, but seriously who would feel joyous when severely abused?
And also so that I wouldnt find an American lawyer, other than that they have no any concern or problems with the crime they continue to commit ( stuffer in green appeared now for me to look at to dismiss what I wrote now), so its all good and snitches laugh now. One door slam on me saving this post, 1 means negative, snitches laugh, all taken care of, case dismissed. After I saved post again redirected all theyve done this morning at American President bringing page to where he was mentioned and slammed the door now again once.

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

False evidence is planted like this:
watching President addresing 71 United Nations assembly, memo I wrote during watching this video:
snitch shakes me giving me very bad headache, cant breath, blood rushed to head, snitch started shaking her leg when i wrote this as if I had these symptoms because of her shaking her leg, I am straight, sexual harassment continues.
 False evidence during video planted non stop and covered up.
Constant interfering with video watching.

Monday, September 19, 2016

I am heartbroken about the terrible news in United States.
I too believe that together all people of goodwill can destroy the scourge of terrorism and I have no doubt that it will be defeated. My thoughts and prayers with those who were injured because of the cowardly terrorist attack, I am certain that those who are responsible will be brought to justice. May God protect and keep safe American people and the United States of America always. My thoughts and prayers are always with America, I love it so <3.

Saturday, September 17, 2016

This is a letter I wrote to the Institute for International Criminal Investigations:


I wrote to you before, Canadian law enforcement commits crimes against humanity, causing its citizens to become mentally ill intentionally, corrupted doctors issue bogus form to cover up this crime,law enforcement plants false evidence that I am mentally ill, any mental disorder goes, to achieve that they have attempted for 4 years to keep me mentally impaired at all times by destructing me by sounds and keeping me under control to confuse and disable, they abused me physically by loud sound torture for 4 years daily and torture right after i would smile or laugh, intentionally interrupted my speech to cook witnesses to make my speech stumbled, abused mentally by yelling at me, talking rude and mean wherever i would go or call for 4 years, made strangers talk about commiting suicide near me, abusing me non stop physically, emotionally, mentally and sexually harassing me, physically assaulting and beating me, giving concussions by hitting with the door, when forcing violently entry into the public wasroom, tried to degrade me as a woman and as a mother, all was done to cause me to be depressed so it would lead to mental disorder, they by loud sound interfere right at the very time i am about to do something to make it look like i cant do anything by myself what the fradulous doctor wrote in his bogus form after he never talked to me at all. This abuse physical, emotional, mental continues and it increases when i feel physically the worse, they have made my heart race non stop while id already have heart attack, heart failure and stroke symptoms, I believe to cause death. They covered themselves up at all times,  planted false evidence outside and on my phone, cooked witnesses who dont know what they witness, got rid of real evidence when this didnt suit their agenda. All I did was written comments online about being discriminated and mistreated, about poor people treated badly at the store whose owner donated to Conservative party and about the clerks stealing from people at another store, they wanted to swipe that under the rug, making me a "mentally ill" person who doesnt know what they are talking about and mud my name because of that, making people of all races, sexuality, nationality abuse me mentally and physically to turn me against them so that they can blame me for not having Canadian values and revoking my citizenship, when in fact they are the ones who disregard everything democratic society stands for, help me to bring them to justice and file a lawsuit, i believe theyve done this to other people who mightve been critical in some way of Canada, I read about woman from UK who wrote critical comments in her letters, she was soon declared mentally ill, they torture me mercilessly now and everyday, I never ever wished ill to Canada, this organisation is corrupted, they lie and are capable of creating false evidence, cooking witnesses, getting rid of evidence, covering up their crimes against humanity, they have treated me like nazis would causing inhumane suffering, unhealing emotional wounds by what dispicable things they have done to sexually harass me, they have caused organ damage by torture and caused my health to be in a grave condition, i can die at any time because of what they do to me everyday.
PS. Typos in thus letter were made by the law enforcement who pushes on me their anti American President agenda and also anti American government agenda because I have supported American President all these years and I have supported American government and will continue to do so, I love America, may God forever bless this land and its people.





Friday, September 16, 2016


Fake typos in this post made by law enforcement to destruct everyone from learning what they do.

I was made very ill after i texted my son goodnight and wrote that I felt sleepy and wanted to rest, by sudden extremely loud bike exhaust right after my text, i had a very hard time recovering all night breathing was impaired, they continued torturing on me trying to take a deep breath after i thought id be able to take a deep breath at last, in the morning i was waken up by extremely loud truck which made me feel worse, blood pressure felt like it skyrocketed.
I think i started having these sudden black out episodes after informants constantly were hitting me suddenly in my spine just before id have a conversation with someone or socialise, from behind very close, i feel like they effected my spine after hitting me in my back since i was in this Ottawa shelter. Theyve been trying to make me stop writing about that, trying to hide what they do, cover it by deleting my memos over and over and they constantly try to keep me frightened by making those who physically abuse me stalk me and even now someone behind my back screeched chair super loudly making me ill and snitches now in my view with sticks and large umbrellas, loud chatter sudden started to make my heart race which makes blood pressure rise, they constantly try to keep me impaired to control what they can do to me.
One woman banned the chair i sat on and shook my head ( someone yelled now- you have a great weekend!), so they made her appear as soon as i left the room i stay at and stalk me around, another kept appearing near every washroom, slammed the door twice super loudly, so she stalks me and she is limping, so they use her to prove i am not kind to disable, so its basically one humangeous scam made out of nothing, held all together by false evidence, cooked witnesses and law enforcement covering themselves up. Basically while I am sitting here with huge amount of heart pain after the last screech and screaming non stop, this is a killing that they want to cover up and name mudding to achieve the fradulous agenda and blame what theyve done on someone else.
Planted large amount of typos today to destruct from this fact, the fact of them trying to kill me.
They keep my heart racing at all times. When I am editing fake typos / false evidence a crowd here started screaming non stop.

Fake typos in this post nade by law enforcement to destruct everyone from learning what they do.

I was made very ill after i texted my son goodnight and wrote that I want to rest, by sudden extremely loud bike exhaust right after my text, i had a very hard time recovering all night breathing was impaired, they continued torturing on me trying to take a deep breath after i thought id be able to take a deep breath at last, in the morning i was waken up by extremely loud truck which made me feel worse, blood pressure felt like it skyrocketed.
I think i started having these sudden black out episodes after informants constantly were hitting me suddenly in my spine just before id have a conversation with someone or socialise, from behind very close, i feel like they effected my spine after hitting me in my back since i was in this Ottawa shelter. Theyve been trying to make me stop writing about that, trying to hide what they do, cover it by deleting my memos over and over and they constantly try to keep me frightened by making those who physically abuse me stalk me and even now someone behind my back screeched chair super loudly making me ill and snitches now in my view with sticks and large umbrellas, loud chatter sudden started to make my heart race which makes blood pressure rise, they constantly try to keep me impaired to control what they can do to me.
One woman banned the chair i sat on and shook my head ( someone yelled now- you have a great weekend!), so they made her appear as soon as i left the room i stay at and stalk me around, another kept appearing near every washroom, slammed the door twice super loudly, so she stalks me and she is limping, so they use her to prove i am not kind to disable, so its basically one humangeous scam made out of nothing, held all together by false evidence, cooked witnesses and law enforcement covering themselves up. Basically while I am sitting here with huge amount of heart pain after the last screech and yelling non stop, this is a killing that they want to cover up and name mudding to achieve the fradulous agenda and blame what theyve done on someone else.
Planted large amount of typos today to destruct from this fact, the fact of them trying to kill me.
They keep my heart racing at all times. When I am editing fake typos / false evidence a crowd here started yelling non stop.

Fake typos in this post nade by law enforcement to destruct everyone from learning what they do.

I was made very ill after i texted my son goodnight and wrote that I want to rest, by sudden extremely loud bike exhaust right after my text, i had a very hard time recovering all night breathing was impaired, they continued torturing on me trying to take a deep breath after i thought id be able to take a deep breath at last, in the morning i was waken up by extremely loud truck which made me feel worse, blood pressure felt like it skyrocketed.
I think i started having these sudden black out episodes after informants constantly were hitting me suddenly in my spine just before id have a conversation with someone or socialise, from behind very close, i feel like they effected my spine after hitting me in my back since i was in this Ottawa shelter. Theyve been trying to make me stop writing about that, trying to hide what they do, cover it by deleting my memos over and over and they constantly try to keep me frightened by making those who physically abuse me stalk me and even now someone behind my back screeched chair super loudly making me ill and snitches now in my view with sticks and large umbrellas, loud chatter sudden started to make my heart race which makes blood pressure rise, they constantly try to keep me impaired to control what they can do to me.
One woman banned the chair i sat on and shook my head ( someone yelled now- you have a great weekend!), so they made her appear as soon as i left the room i stay at and stalk me around, another kept appearing bear every washroom, slammed the door twice super loudly, so she stalks me and she is limping, so they use her to prove i am not kind to disable, so its basically one humangeous scam made out of nothing, held all together by false evidence, cooked witnesses and law enforcement covering themselves up. Basically while I am sitting here with huge amount of heart pain after the last screech and yelling non stop and screaming, this is a killing that they want to cover up and name mudding to achieve the fradulous agenda and blame what theyve done on someone else.
Planted large amount of typos today to destruct from this fact, the fact of them trying to kill me.
They keep my heart racing at all times.

Thursday, September 15, 2016

Informant of the law enforcement physically assaulted me on the bus leaving a large bruise ( laugh here now) when I was going to ER about sharp pain and fever a few days ago, their plan was to put on record ( laugh here now ) words "police" and "complain", now they make girls dressed like her stalk me to threaten me, everything else continues, lawyer I contacted emailed me back said that she was sorry and she can not help me, I will never change my mind about filing a lawsuit. Feeling very ill these days, merciless torture and sexual harassment continues, as well as planting false evidence, cooking witnesses, nothing changes for better here unfortunately, people continue to be used to play along not knowing the truth about what law enforcement has done and continue to do.
PS. Informants on the bus called police I didnt, bus wouldnt leave driver said till police arrived, what completely shoked me is that the girl has thrown my very heavy backpack on her own child sleeping in a stroller and was not concern at all, then she thrown it again, then she pushed me, when arrived from the beginning drove stroller on my foot, didnt apologise but yelled and cursed. I left the bus and walked even though informants insisted it was an assault and i should complain, on my way walking to the Hospital police stopped me, asking about what happened and wanted me to file a complain, I told them I dont have time for this, I am very ill and I am going to the hospital, they said the girl is in their car, asked what happened, i told them told them what she did to the child and told them to look into that, to make sure the child is taking a good care of. When I walked across the street I saw this girl standing on the next bus stop, police let her go just across the street very close from where they talked to me, she saw me and smiled.
In the hospital they interfered with test results, by constant beeping made my heart race right before cat scan while i waited in the waiting room surrounded by agenda informants, done something which I cant even remember now to make me angry right before taking the blood test. In the shelter false evidence planting is non stop, by words, clothes color by informants, same ol, covered up right away ( laugh now ), cars colors on the street in the window view and right here in the library, scam us controlled at all times and all costs. I am having fever daily, sharp pain, started having episodes when I feel like I am blacking out, very dizzy, I am given antibiotics now also, have heart attack and stroke symptoms daily, every morning starts with extremely loud truck and construction noise early, tortured everywhere I go very often to a very extreme extent, this is killing and not torture, I believe they never had any legal right to do anything they have done to me.
Today at the library for example, this is a memo I wrote:
2:40 pm
I looked up books on sexual harassment in the catalog on pc, when young girl stalker stalked me, she quickly left, law enforcement made her come back on "kids and bullying book" and thats after their kid physically assaulted me!



Sunday, September 11, 2016

May we always remember and never forget 9/11

May we always remember and never forget what evil and hate can impose on innocent lives.
Many innocent lives were lost on the most tragic day in American history, I remember today and always innocent people victims and heroes who done their very best to save others lives, in the most true and unselfish way, this is the American way and noone and nothing can take this away, they are a very special breed of people, noone is like them and no evil or hate can ever change that.
May God bless America always.
https://www.whitehouse.gov/the-press-office/2016/09/09/presidential-proclamation-patriot-day-and-national-day-service-and