Thursday, March 31, 2016

Very dizzy blacking out, torture with extremely loud banning, heart area feels congested like in a squeeze, same with head heavy with blood.
Banning changed to quiter 2 bans which gave me a breath, so it was that extreme i tentional, it is torture and intentional harm.
With using loud sounds to keep someone cognitively impaired it doesnt do that, it completely stos the thought process, making a victim vulnerable and helpless when unaware making the process useless and not worth causing so much suffering at all, torture on such scale must be banned from law enforcement, its useless, it kills and causes inhumane suffering and corrupts those who are told to do that because after a while they start enjoying causing pain and became addicts and sick!
PS. I am at Second Cup, "Take the feather out of her wind" - men commented on my way out the washroom, man in med heigh grey clothes stood near garbage shoot before i can through out the garbage. Comment in my memo app was edited like that: "Take the windchill out of her wind"- false evidence gets planted like that!
Also false evidence about schizofrenia: people walk by near me after that area gets filled with all kind of smells imaginable, so a person then would go to the doctor and say I smell different smells, imagine, then woman arrived walked by at the shelter something started right away byting me, i scratch - itching is a false evidence of schizofrenia at the same time woman yelled loudly ( just compaired my notes to be exact) so false evidence in abundance as if I itched schizofrenia symptom and reacted to the loud chatter out loud to nobody - which bipolar symptom, i recently repeated something to memorise and write it down because they constantly interupt my thought process with loud sounds to keep me cognitively impaired and right away witness was send to witness that and they read my keystrokes and knew I was looking at something and writing that down sentence after sentence.
That all tells me that three years of abuse in all ways possible was to cause clinical depression and lead as a result with aggresive efforts to any mental illness possible, they dont care which and are trying to see what was accomplished and cover every option, waking up upbrutly leads to memory loss, that also leads to dementia, shaking my head constantly leads to brain damage! Hence the screen change when I was in the airport, got to see when was the flight, screen changed when I stopped and looked at it and gotten text "retard" line after line after line in black and white.
PS. To turn people against me so Id be completely isolated to make it look like i am antisocial like schizofrenics are, which I am not, I love people, this what happened yesterday after my last post:
Woman who has been stalking me slammed the door downstairs knowing that I close door very quietly so I wont disturb people, which I did and walked quietly cause I care, so that didnt work police sirens loud constant sudden started when I sat down on my bed.
Thats how people are being influenced to get irritated and turned, my son gets influenced like that, to use him against me, to make him look bad, to isolate us from each other, but reality is he cares and loves me and I care about him and love him.
Some man near behind me said loudly suddenly " Grabbed" to someone else when I was writing this,
screen planted on words care in regards to people, cognitive for me to scroll away from, letter m constanly being planted as a fake typo for me to remove and I am being aggresively pursued by women and stalked by young girls and teenagers, song on the radio suddenly loudly " it leaves me crying, crying, crying over and over".
I am against drug abuse and I wrote a memo about that, this is how bipolar agenda is planted on my phone and proves my phone is used to plant false evidence, false evidence will be that I didnt want to take a picture of this image after I took pictures of other images.
On image on the board in the shelter camera stopped working:
Are you or someone you care about
struggling ( yelling started somewhere )
with a drug or
alcohol problem?
Drug & Alcohol
Helpline
Ontario
Free
Confidential ( in bold)
Anonymous
24/7/365

Let us help you find help.(slam after dot) ( one line, find help in bold)
1-888-565-1278
www.DrugandAlcoholHeline.ca and not from the capital letter
Webchat Available

New trick when I am about to scroll the screen and raise my finger girl suddenly behind me laughed and it effected the move making me move it faster as well as bonet makes it move faster, so its a cooperative effort to plant bipolar false evidence that I reacted to laugh.
Can you image LAW enforcement like that and turn the tables now is that I simply dont like police and thats why I write about their CRIME, in law bonet now planted e typo as in eww for me to remove and make it look as if it was my typo, imagine being SET UP like that? Three years this is going on outside everywhere I go and on my phone.


I really love talking to people, bonet moved screen to chatter for me to move away from thats false evidence, brainwashing, schizofrenia false evidence and the proof of isolation.