Sunday, October 23, 2016

Law enforcement kept awake all night and tortured waking up with exhaust and bans and loud paper towel roll near my room through the night on exact time when id move and i open eyes, they are monitoring, thats the evidence, on exact my move, they need to see me to do that, kept heart racing all night, have a burning kind of heart pain and a feeling of the blood rashed to head, head feels squeesed and painful.


In the morning ran exhaust on pills swallowing in my room that i almost chocked. Tortured despite the fact I had stomach pain, torturing with exhaust now when I write and non stop through the night and morning.

This happened yesterday, I brushed my long hair before leaving to get some grocceries and opened exit door, law enf made cars drove very fast right the time I made a first step out the door, so that all my hair flew to my face, giving me a hair mess and a "crazy" look, they have done this for 4 years using cars to create an air stream to get this effect, planted "c" fake typo here as in see, imagine, this person with bonet always makes creepy typos as if to communicate c y etc, informant who i thought was my friend at the old apartment cut the chunk of my hair at the front in the beginning of this harassment to give another "crazy" look, before she told she was a hairdresser and gave me a beautiful haircut, I was after surgeries and couldnt go to hair salon so that was helpful, when harassment started she said she was not a hairdresser, stormed out of my apartment after cutting the chunk of my hair and stopped talking and being my friend all of a sudden, i tried to say hi after but she wouldnt say and ignored, I didnt held a grudge, I forgot about it and wore my long hair in a ponytail all summer till it grown back, i had 2 more friends like that both government informants too turns out during this harassment, they were not there for me and didnt help when I needed a place to stay and had nowhere to go at night, acted as informants, someone just ran to roll the paper towel near my door again to cover this fact up lol as soon as I wrote this :), its like a really smooth operation. Conviniently I now appeared to have no friends, they talked to me and reported what Id say.
 So after my post law enforcement making strides by keeping me awake at night and making my hair a mess to support a mentally ill agenda they tried to achieve for 4 years.
You know when something hapens you think nothing of that, when exact thing happens again, you kind go "hmm" and when the same thing happens for 4 years the same way under certain conditions and it suits the fradulous agenda you notice that and start paying attention to when it happened and what caused it and who was there when this happen and how that was achieved and you get answers to your questions :) lol.  This whole Wonderland set up amazes me to be honest and no wonder it reminds me of the Alice being in Wonderland, hence I got a book with me now to read again, really thinking to write a book of my own, I think I should, people need to know about secretive crimes against humanity, lawyers cant help to stop this abuse, noone seem to be able to hold these people accountable and they just continue, looks like for them this is business as usual, flubergusting to me, so going to make an effort to write this book, I dwelled on it for a long time, not knowing how to write it but I think I'll just write it the best way I can and go from there.

PS. And another thing to prove covered that I am not outdorsy cause now I am tired and sleepy and will stay in, done that before also continuesly, I love outdoors but I sure will not be going outdoors when I am in pain and was kept awake all night and want to sleep, in Toronto I had to even after the same thing would be done no matter what the weather would be and no matter how ill I felt and I stayed outside till I could return and often all day, I stayed when feeling really ill at the near by Hospital ER, there were cafes on the first floor and Shoppers and a beautiful dining area with trees, comfortable chairs and tables so I could buy some food and in case get medical help for my heart and Crohns at ER, they made a spectacle there, security guard got violent and rude and I never came back there after it happened, I wrote about what happened before.
10:34 am
Law enforcement keeping the lie alive, I posted on the heart support forum and I wanted to send reply that I feel sorry they feel this way, to wish them a good day and to take care, I couldnt log in I got an error I was restricted by administrator, i opened an incognito window and was able to log in no error at all, there was my post and reply and an option to reply, page jumped to option new post everytime i clicked on reply, I thought I'll post and address this explaining i cant reply and leave anonymous reader a reply this way but after i wrote it button post didnt respond, someone just rushed to roll the paper towell lol.

1:00 pm on the article about community and last Frontier jerked page twice: goo.gl/OOEx9O copied this link on paste this pasted https://t.co/l5kCDLHhbu

link was from Coast Guard twitter account https://mobile.twitter.com/uscg

It has always been about community and false evidence I dont care about comminity, which is completely the opposite of how I feel ( 1 honk right away - dismissed ) and who I am, I care very much about people and communities, thats why I wrote about overcharging at the store and treating poor people badly, thats why I always tried to make a difference as much as I possibly can being just a very little person and never ever bragged about any little things I have always done no matter where I live to make people lives there even a little bit better, thats just what always made and continue to make me happy, its important to me, people lives matter to me very much so, very very much so thats why I sacrificed my privacy and started to write this blog because I care so much about people, all people, no matter what nationality they are, where they came from, what sexual orientation they are, I love people and care and will always, always do, I want to make this world a little bit a better place than when I got here and after I leave it, but I want to stay for as long as I can so I can do more, thats what I care about very much, very very much so.

Just before around 2:20 pm in my room looking at the American flag I said "just the most beautiful thing", walked out the door, stalker woman in blue walked by me, blue is a negative color, so law enforcement heard my words and made her walk right after i said that, thats just I think the most hurtful thing in the whole world to me to do by this law enforcement, really hurt my feelings when I saw her do it. Planted fake typo o to remove here twice now, O stands for American President Obama, imagine what these people think they can do and do on my phone.
2:46 pm torturing non stop with exhaust, heart races non stop, having heart pain, lots of stomach pain, Chrohns flared up.