Thursday, April 07, 2016

One ban everytime I say something true like now that I cant live isolated loke that and alone, they ban cause it doesnt suit schizofrenia agenda, so one ban here and you are schizofrenic, deceptive undeground state, they always make one ban if its true and doesnt aline with law enforcement lies, there are some very dishonest and scary people in this world hurting innocent people only because they can, because they know they can plant false evidence and get away with that. Its a hook, continuesly surrounding me with informants who keeps saying loydly "She" so Id think people are talking about me, did you know that your self esteem actually can be raised or put down by "strangers" like that commenting near you, depending if you are saying things you are "allowed" to say or not welcome to say, to bend you in the direction wanted, encourage or discourage and destroy it, I remember when my exhysband left strangers were continuesly making complements to me, times change. One ban...lol
PS. Dont ever base your self esteen on what bad thing some could say about you, I dont. Its a control tool and a manipulator tool to get power over you.
After I wrote this comment the law enforcement turned the tables now I am bombarded with narsiccist ads lol, its no matter what you say or do, these kind of tactics will and comtinue to be used to bend you the way they want you to bend, to make themselves look good, I wonder what kind of mentality one has to have to employ that kind of tactics to win and to win at any cost, must be a concern to people everywhere, since this is done by those in power and can be done to anyone while false evidence and cooked witnesses will always help this kind of "law" enforcement to cover up the crimes and to get away with them! Huge concern in my book.
This is how bipolar false evidence is cooked and implemented: Setting up area so Id be turned away from men towards teenagers, did something to make the man act up ( bipolar agenda action, i didnt take offence at all about what he did) I bought chicken from, then told him not to show when i waited to ask him for a bag, sent teenager girl instead, i was going to sit down near in front of the place woman was planted there and left as soon i sat here the place that was available. As soon as I wrote that planted teenager there so i wouldnt sit there. Clicked to write a new post, blog closed instead forced to search and type blogger now ( niw covered up, child recording started)
Deceptive:
constantly violenty assault me and physically hurt me and consistently planting fake typos and redirect what they do so Id feel angry towards the President and my son, mentioning them in my memos.
Hit and assault under false pretences, thats where the comment in the bogus form comes from that my inability to help myself in reality they cognitively impair me will lead to me being physically hurt in reality they assault me violently making it look like it was me but in fact the situations are if it was not staged a person would protect themself but they deliberately with full force and strength appear where I cant see them but they can staging it as if its my fault repeatedly, it led to them damaging my back, my spine, burning my hand twice the same day same hand, hitting me with automatic door while destructing, in line moving so that I wouldnt gave any space while someone from another side forces to me to move, say I had to take luggage was told to place it on top shelf in the local airplance stuardess stand under my luggage making it impossible to lift not leaving me space to place it and stands extremelly close so when my hand bumps her because she literally moves towards my hand it bumos her where another person would not do that on purporse, say i walked across the street noone is there suddenly the bike very fast driven towards me and almost hit me, why would someone rush towards me to hurt me and themselves or I cross the road i am suddenly getting squeezed and the person behind a girl moves towards me when i am expected to step back and all the time, i walked in the center at sistering some girl when there was no anywhere around rushed towards me when i was holding a coffee and on my turn when i couldnt see her knowing there was not anyone there hits me with all her might, thats when my spine was damaged  not stopping while she see me not protecting berself but deliberately told to hurt me, not long time after i walked with a coffee from the same side boy walks out of somewhere same hand and with a strong force hits me on my turn to make it look as if i bumped in to him but he was not there and i couldnt possibly see him, same hand burned with hot coffee again, then on the bus, on the street strangers hit again as if they bumped into me when deliberately told to do so while I walk trying to not hurt anyone but they increase the speed and do that with force and suddenly, so thats how they plant false evidence about me causing harm to myself while physically assaulting me 3 years of thhus, plus sexual harassment, plus sexual abuse, plus torture daily 24/7 with loud sounds that lead to blood pressure spikes and make heart beat non stop, i had a very hard time walking yesterday but the cars continued making very loud sounds, theyve been following me outside, the sounds are impossible to tolerate what law enforcement does they cars drive together repeatedly same cars making my heart beat so that after three years of this i have heart failure symptoms and had mini strokes and they saw me stopping and really suffering but they didnt bother to give me a break, this morning the same informants/stalker they make follow and torture me yelled nin stop for hours near me, until i wrote in my memos hiw i feel i was feeling extremelly sick, yelling non stop like that raises blood pressure and thats pretty much every morning and they react to my memos are these informants are given signs cars from outside and proceed or stop or change the sounds depending, so all of this cruel suffering they caused they want to redirect at the President so Id feel angry at him and at my son whose names they consistently type as fake typos, and at people they hope they can turn me at people who they misled and are using to do this being themselves in the shadows but reality is because of what I wrote and continue writing about law enforcement and what they do reality is they want to turn people against me and continuesly do that. deceptive state and a law enforcement that are given nazis tactics against their own people with the most cruel nazistic mentality. Dont want to be responsible for what they do, dont stop, cover up, plant false evidence non stop, murder under false pretences, mob in law.
PS. Police card drove by as soon as I wrote this, their cover flipping the tables that I dont like police, oh I do like police, good and honest everyday heroes who give their lives, protect and keep everyone safe, I hope and really want to believe there must be men like that in Canadian law enforcement but these deceptive tactics put a stain because of whats being done on police and if whats being done is ok with those at the top, then may be the top is gotta go, instead of letting go those who wanted to make it better.
Nazic tactics towards own people were tried before in Germany which led to thousands of innocent people deaths and genocide, I dont think this is the right path for Canadian law enforcement killing innocent people and covering that up trying to fund who to blame it on instead of taking responsibility and being honest about and responsible for their own wrong doings.
Coincidentally be being jewish makes me senstive and makes me remember the poor innocent jews who lives were taken from them and some also believed they are doing whats best for Germany, heroes in my view are people who stand up for what is right and act accordingly to all universal human values refardless of the circumstances, not those who murder innocent people and hide evidence and blame their crimes on other people.
PS. Continued torturing me here while I wrote this, interrupting what I write so I couldnt write what I want while planting fake typos o b s, this morning after people who yelled non stop for hours near my bed, cleaner came in and sprayed the area near me with strong deodorant I had to ran out cause I couldnt breath, thats after i wrote that I was suffocating after the yelling and had excuciating headache and was feeling very ill, on my way out same employee who law enforcement told to talk to me in a demening way and yell, yelled at me to get out, she is a black woman, its their shtick to turn me against black people, never ever is going to happen, never ever they can turn me against the President, against black people, against anyone but I will continue writing about their crimes against humanity, if not me than who will stand up and protect other people whose lives were destroyed like that here in Canada, labeled, misled, who else will write so that crimes like that will be taking out of the shadows for all to learn about them and jydge for themselves, is that OK??? I sacrificed my privacy and judgements, this is a crime and its not OK in my book to commit such crimes against anyone to shoosh them from speaking out about things that matter, that will make this world a much better place for all people, especially those who are vulnerable, who are helpless and have noone to speak out for them, it breaks my heart to think there people outhere to whom these kind of things were done or would be done or maybe are done now, how can this be ok, how can this be normal in your time, when we all know the history and atrocities caused by genocide, we mustnt forget not employ nazis tactics at any given time and surely must hide from own people and swipe under the rug  murders of innocent people, labels placed fraudulently at opponents to shoosh them, noone wants these kind of crimes repeated or tactics used in 21 century.



PS. For three years day after day 24/7 a dayl consistenly been trying to turn me against American President, American government and America while severely abusing me and my son toll this very minute.