Memo I wrote, happened just now: screen was /n- fake typo, girl arrived laughed now/ black in this audio from FBI https://m.fbi.gov/#https://www.fbi.gov/news/podcasts/thisweek/fbi-honors-fallen-law-enforcement-during-national-police-week.mp3/view but at the beginning it flashed brightly i missed what words and now someone is chatting non stop, I couldnt remember because of that. I figured out by listening many times, on these words law enforcement here flashed the screen brightly in my eyes -"who gave their lives while serving the public they swore to protect", every time destruction when I listen again on the same words a different destruction, what a hypocracy by this local law enforcement who flashed the screen brightly in my eyes, meaning they were protecting the public here from me and my son, they consistently bring this up, protect from me and my son who lived here since 1992 and havent ever done anything bad and have clear security records untill this abuse started! Button Close now, s for my son l for love e as in eww, bigots loudly giggling) as soon as i mentioned men /ralking-fake typo 2 coughs now/ talking they got up and ran away, new false agenda planting shtick PS i just opened again /afain abs fake typos/ and man here yawned very loudly. /Yelked-fake typo/ Yelled again very loudly during the audio. Now white arrow showing above the text when I click view. PS. Planted witnesses and getting quiet on and off while preventing me from editing this post as soon as i wrote getting quiet extremelly loud Hospital announcement.
I think and I read about that and I am 100% convinced the law enfircement who tortures become ill, they are taught not to sympatise with their victims so they say they get ill and start enjoying causing pain and get a high from that, woman suddenly now started chatting.
Imagine such severe abuse of power and no access to lawyers and no way to stop them from killing me and my son and causing all this suffering!
Woman departed as soon as I stopped writing and got up to leave, non stop constant loud chatter stopped, so they found a way to effect my writing and prevent me from telling about whats going on here and what they are doing. Why hide I am asking, if you havent done any of what I write here, if I am just a mentally ill as you claim for 3 years person? Why calling me a rat, a trader? That just doesnt add up!
Phone died when I wrote about the new thing law enforcement came up, when I walk by loud comments in French language, when I typed here there were loud comments in French near me non stop, false evidence, I wrote that before they tried to make me into a seperatist because I was treating French people as well as English speaking people, after Climate change agreement in Paris and also after tragedy in Paris, its a new turn of tables I am against French they need to prove, I had friends in Ottawa who were both French. Never ending bluff.
I also wrote that I think the law enforcement responsible for the torture gets high from causing inhumane suffering, I read that these people are taught not to sympathise with those they torture and turn into sadists with time who start enjoying causing people suffering, I am 100% convinced it is true. False evidence just got planted woman run near me and pretended she lost balance (like they make me loose balance, probably this is too one of the reasons) standing here, the new false evidence planting thing ( 1 honk outside ).

At the dorm, on me turning woman made a loud pop sound, which on the turn made me loose balance, she was a black woman, her bed near public washroom, law enf knows my habits, they know after washing my hands I will use paper to open the exit door, so shortly woman came in and done exactly what theyve done to me, turned to me as if she lost balance, so thats how before I could open the door with the paper and through it out.
Loosing balance made me make a few steps towards the black woman bed near the entrance door.
Thats how Law enforcement equires its "evidence" about bipolar.
And for three years done all they could to cause bipolar. Imagine!
Every time I laugh or smile or look happy - torture, bans, loud sounds, insults to make me stop, to depress.
In Ottawa after someone they told to talk to me very mean and rude and yell there were old ladies that appear right after and would look in my face and smile, brain training.
Also they subject me constantly to the behavior they want me to copy, extremelly loud yelling and talking loudly to yourself, by people around me doing that all the time.
And severe mental abuse, emotional abuse, three years people were told to yell, talk rude to me, be mean, also non stop sexual harassment, sexual abuse and sexual assaults, including physical assaults and extremely loud sounds daily that caused stroke symptoms and heart failure symptoms, shaking to concussions, burning with hot water, freezing, suffocating with chemical gases, tobacco smoke, hitting aggresively and violently, sleep deprivation, waking up ubrutly, making me ill, making my health conditions worse and worse, mudding my name, lying about me to people,  that should caused severe depression, bringing up suicide, repeating insults daily, in hopes I will start reacting. And on top of that constantly try to irritate me and make me angry on the phone with bonets help and outside with informants, stalkers help and use people, unaware of what they are used to cause, they this is severe abuse and harassment.
I am still not depressed, because of my outlook on life, they cant change it but they really really been trying to degrade and physically and mentally destroy me and I mean killing. CONservatives.

When I walk outside they try to hurt my feet more, destructing on the step i am about to take by loud car sounds and to make me loose balance to walk into the hole in the pavement, to stumble, to walk towards someone or something they want me to walk, when I started making sounds the people who walked by me heard that so they right away changed the strategy and made people walking in between cars whoish sounds make paper wrapping sounds, comments, to regain control of me and to keep me under their control.

Lately the false evidence about bipolar is planted on me throwing paper by "stranger" copying my gestures.

Now at the Second Cup on Bathurst and King West.
PS.
And comments when I type and throw out garbage.
Teen now loudly " What?", then another teen arrived and when I type " Ok man" over and over then " I'll shoot". So gestures and comments - also people in certain clothes, certain look on me throwing put garbage, ot do anything, thats how Law enforcement equires their "evidence".


Girl keep talking as soon as I mentioned her said " Bye" and came in to the Second Cup, preventing me by loud non stop chatter from writing here, another girl picked up as soon as that one left, on me writing with a green pen, someone in bright blue top near the window stretched like I do. Loud non stop chatter causes rise of blood pressure. 2:20 pm As soon as I tried to open blogger loud chatter by teenagers startrd right near me, wifi wouldnt open the page, had to turn on data, torture in coffee shop by very loud banning and loud chatter now non stop whenever I try to write, bipolar false evidence planting continues. Teenagers stopped shouting non stop as soon as I wrote about them shouting and left, looks like a new way to plant false evidence about bipolar agenda, so the usual lies and severe abuse continues here with no possibility to get a lawyer, the only lawyer called and then emailed who was already talked by law enforcement to and had agenda name attached to the email and its been like that for three years not possible to find a lawyer whi was not already prepped by law enforcement. 6:41 pm Law enf with bonet keeps harassing me also with ads to get a reaction and to annoy etc, the usual, just planted a tweet ad mentioning Columbia. No idea why, may be the goal of this severe abuse was to make me so angry, imagine if God forbid there was another person in my place, that couldnt see through this bullshit? And who knows may be some of those terrible horrifying tragedies that we see on tv were their hands work? Why try so incredibly hard to abuse so inhumanly cruel people who never harmed anyone??? They agressively sexually harassed me so that I pushed away the guy who sexually assaulted me!!! I never raised a hand in my life no did my son!!! I am terrified at the thought that they couldve done things like that, this has to be stopped by someone, I actually think that all the tragedies need to be investigated throughoutly, what and who specifically contributed to people commit terrible atrocities, the more I learn and the more cruel things they do to me to score their political fradulous agenda the more shocked I am to find out what they are capable of doing and the most horrific is that nothing stops them, the most terrible are dishonesty and nazis tactics and that human life and suffering dont matter to them, killing someone doesnt matter to them. 7:12 pm Quiet time suddenly here, law enforcement hopes I am super angry or something after what I wrote and people dressed up in red running around, did you know that red color suppose to evoke anger? I am not angry at all, I am just amazed at the extent of corruption and at this crime in particular and the possibility of dishonest, corrupt people who can do all these things to innocent people, plant false evidence, cover up and get away with murders!!! Political fradulous scam / agenda by those who dont care sbout honesty and truth, a farse speculating on real tragedies, a farse that have put two innocent lives at stake my sons and mine and the severe abuse continues every single day, how can I save my son from these men here who dont care about his life and my life at all?

This is a memo I wrote yesterday, cover ip by law enforcement of the heart pain / heart damage caused by torture by loud sounds ( extremelly loud exhaust now by bike assing by)

Thursday, May 12

I placed a palm of my hand on my heart, i saw disabled man walking limping i think he was mentally dusabled / fake typo u by law enforcement/ too ( men behind me yawned now, another just coughed)
I always was liked that, it hurts me to see other people in pain, literally hurts my heart
( puking cough by a men now).
So I had a hand like that t, screeching started and it made heart pain worse and I started pressing movements, one short man looked in dark navy clothes ( slam now) and saw that screeching and press cpr movements ( women now in bright blue with a walker walked by) then after ( puking cough) the screeching continues i continue feeling worse and worse and continued cpr presses, then law enforcement after the witness saw that covered up.

Thursday, May 12
knock to stop deep exhaling
screech right before i exhaled

while before it was the screech that worsened the heart pain so on my press on the chest cpr move they covered up
because it became a pattern they predict
knock interrupted the deep breath making heart pain worse because it stopped the breathing.
they covered up making the screech look like i exhaled after the screech
before i exhaled sent a woman to walk by
before that there was a man who looked at me while i made a press moves after screeching
so they covered up right away

PS. The first one is an email, the second one is a memo, cant edit the law enf with bonet wont let me, I wantrd to place the memo first.